VATICAN CITY (AP) -- Pope Benedict XVI said he became convinced he should become a priest to help confront what he called the ``anti-human culture'' of the Nazis in his native Germany.
Benedict made the comments during a meeting Thursday with thousands of young people in St. Peter's Square, during which he fielded questions from five students on issues such as the family, how to read the Bible and faith and reason.
Asked by one student how he realized his own priestly vocation, Benedict said that during his youth in Germany it was more ``normal'' to accept faith and vocations than it is today.
``There was the Nazi regime,'' Benedict said in response. ``We were told very loudly that in the new Germany 'there will not be any more priests, there will be no more consecrated life, we don't need this anymore, find another profession.'''
``But actually hearing these loud voices, I understood that in confronting the brutality of this system, this inhuman face, that there is a need for priests, precisely as a contrast to this anti-human culture,'' he said.
Benedict was enrolled in the Hitler Youth as a teen and later deserted from the German army near the end of the war.
The pope acknowledged that he had had doubts about the commitment required for joining the priesthood and whether his love for theology alone was enough of a reason to become ordained.
``I asked myself if I really had the capacity to live an entirely celibate life,'' he said. ``Being a theoretical and not practical man, I also knew it wasn't enough to love theology to be a good priest, but I also needed to be available to young people, old, sick and poor people.''
He said that in the end, God as well as friends and other priests helped him to decide.
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